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seedling

by Rachel Rosemarie

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1.
skinsuit 04:04
I took your skin A lampshade begins To dull my light If not end my life On rocks that glaciers moved I tried to pull you down to me But you made your own shoes and With them you hung firmly When will we Ever get to see it through When will I Ever get to talk to you When will we, oh The clouds came when the sky shook And from me the cold came in it told me how back then I lost my end where you begin When we both stared as screens As one being with four eyes And I couldn’t be me With your thoughts itemized When will I Ever get to see it through When will we drop all that we carry through When will we, oh You thought bugs were falling on you On you from the trees I wondered what i could’ve done To put your mind at ease You thought snakes were coming for you from the seas I wondered what I could have done To put your mind at ease
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senses 03:48
I wouldn’t mind not knowing you If I didn’t know your eyes were shaped the way they are But knowing that, they’re a warm blue Makes it impossible I wouldn’t mind not hearing you If your gentle touch on strings wasn’t trapped inside my mind And didn’t call to me, when my body ached And my mind And how will I know I am safe And how will I know I am safe I wouldn’t mind not talking with you If i didn’t know how well you heard All the things i say But knowing that the grief bubbles and blooms I wouldn’t mind not knowing you If I didn’t know how much you cared for all life And how you’d watch a rabbit chew For hours, fine And how will I know I am safe And how will I know I am safe How will i know I am safe
3.
setting sun 03:28
I wonder each time you ask How you have forgotten I wonder each time you ask How you didnt read my mind I wonder each time you ask How you have forgotten I wonder each time you ask How you didnt read my mind You are the setting sun The backdoor of your mind The growth is on heavy leaves lost in precious time The cantaloupe so close to fruit But lost and carried by I’m wondering if time will Tell the sky I am liable to cry when I wrap myself around you I am liable to die when I fall asleep breathing next to you I am liable to cry when I wrap myself around you I am liable to die when I fall asleep breathing next to you You feed me back to myself You feed me back to myself You feed me back to myself You are the setting sun The backdoor of your mind That growths on heavy leaves lost in precious time The cantaloupe so close to fruit But lost and carried by Im wondering if time will Tell the sky
4.
optimized 03:38
Twenty one Made a fool of optimization Volatile network of predictability Off I wrote What before i thought was good for me In the dirt Cuddled up with my uncertainty All the nature, littered with one use masks Every sign might say your name Horses are bigger Now that there are no more left in town There’s parsley seasoning my grave Dreamt last night They were building condos on the moon Those who can’t Afford, are left behind You called from the car And you told me to look up at it But you did not know that The trees oh they were blocking it All the nature, littered with one use masks Every sign might say your name Horses are bigger Now that there are no more in town parsley seasoning my grave
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interlude 01:18
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the dream 03:01
Last night I saw you on stage This morning I let my pour over breathe I won’t be driving there again And we won’t sit riverside sipping coffee There are some things that friendship’s just not And I cannot call you at any hour now I’m not waiting for you to get off work I won’t know how it turns out I’ll never be the one by your side still I'll never see you and hear How something is wrong or that something worked out AndIi’m not a spaceship But I’ve gotten away from my roots And earth, way up from here Looks soft like your arms Last night I saw you on stage Thought of the first time rushed on a Thursday The photos you once took of me The freedom anonymous in a new city And I’m not a shadow But I’ve lost myself without the sun And I’m not the invention That I once thought that I was Last I saw you on stage I remembered how seen I felt in your embrace And I wished for the end of my days I wished the end of my earthly memories But I’m not of fate’s hand And l’ll stay as long as I should I’m not one of fate’s hands And I’ll stay Last night I saw you on stage Thought of the first time in your embrace and I
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Got off the phone with you I don’t feel full We talk and I lose something What I’m not sure Metal and greenery Outside my window I’ll keep writing songs for you I’m in love with you And I think you love me too I think you love me too I think you love me too But I can’t be sure Got on the train with you In my imagination Stepped on the streets of Berlin Dollar beer by the station Oh wait that’s a memory Of someone elseI once loved Ambulatory memory Coming in from above And I think she loved me too But I’ll never be as sure as with you I think she loved me too But I can’t be sure

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A love album I swore I'd never write, seedling was born before and during the isolation that caused me to reflect on the essential nature of humans in my life. Take these songs as places to hold your sadness, as that is what they've been for me.

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released August 24, 2021

Mastered by Joseph Keenan at pheenomusic@gmail.com
Guest violinist
Writing, recording, mixing and production by Rachel Turan

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Rachel Rosemarie Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Rachel Rosemarie is sending sonic signals and writing poems from the trees north of Philadelphia.

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